Yesterday is today and tomorrow is last week…

Posted on June 30, 2011 by Soha

Sometimes it seemed as if life was taking me in circles but now, it seems that I am spiraling towards an end point.  Reinventing myself over and over again as past life circumstances rise to the surface and are reliquished, and each day is accomplished in full.  A beautiful if not eventful spiral, creating a vortex of energy that is not sucking me down but attempting to spit me out to face a brand new world.  Since that world is of my own creation, I am not quite ready to be shot off into the distance with no hope of coming back into the fold.  I am clinging to that last tendril until I am “damn well good and ready” to take on the world.

I have been trying to manifest something over the past several weeks which I thought would be fun and a good use of my skill set.  It all came down, crashing down, to a few emails that I never received and therefore could not respond to.  They were nowhere to be found as if they had never existed.  The other party assumed I was lying about not having received them.  Others in Spirit decided that they would intervene on my behalf because what I was trying to pursue was not in alignment with my path.  There are bigger and better things in the pipeline.  That is what happened to the important emails I was to receive.  I didn’t.  So ultimately, the intervention worked.  That made me angry until I realized that, yes, I actually have someone watching my back.  Keeping me on track in Love, Light, and alignment.  I cannot fault them for that and it means that somewhere along the line, I was not listening effectively in a heart centered way.  I was probably approaching my desire intellectually or through the last remnants of ego.  Neither of which is good for the Soul.

After I released the anger and disappointment, I realized my heart had been bellowing all along that it wasn’t a good idea in the first place.  First and for most in these auspices times, listen with your heart.  When approaching life in a heart centered way, you cannot go wrong in the short or long run.  It may not be the easiest route but it will be the best and most rewarding.

Soha.

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The World is Elusive…today

Posted on June 7, 2011 by Soha

I am sitting here eating a few Oreo cookies that I shouldn’t be because I am gluten intolerant.  They are quite tasty and perfect for contemplating the world.  Never mind that I may pay for it later, or not.  It is my choice after all.

Sometimes you sit back and look at what other people are doing.  Then you wonder what you are doing or how you got to be at the place you are.  Sheer will and discipline?  Luck?  Good fortune?  That doesn’t really matter either.  What matters is what you choose to do with it when you get there.

Then there are those of us that the Universe claims to have great plans for.  We are far from mediocre in our work and just keep plugging along waiting for the sky to open up and claim us.  We are good at many things but not absolutely brilliant at one thing that seems to take precedence over all.  Everything that we do seems to be entangled and associated in some way but it is not yet apparent.  The fabric is being woven but the explicit pattern is not quite apparent, either.  Is it a plaid.  A paisley.  Stripes.  Polka dots.  I would not be seen dead in either of those, but you get the point.  The fabric of my life is in the stages where it is taking shape.  The elements are there…

I see others doing and thriving at things that I used to do but have moved on and forward from.  They are quite happy where they are and living abundant lives.  I sit back and wonder why I could not have stayed there where they are.  It was not for lack of trying.  I tried but I was dramatically shifted and pretty much escorted forward, when I dared to try and remain steadfastly mired, along  my current path.  I am a Shaman to keep it simplistic utilizing sound, energy, and light to heal and facilitate transformation.

I was told that I could not stay there creating boxes and borders around everything that I took on.  If you learn something about anything, and disallow your imagination to go wild and develop and transform whatever it is, you become stuck there.  It never changes or progresses beyond the initial phase or beginnings of what it could be.  Imagination is a key.  Creativity, courage and willingness are others.  When you keep moving forward, doors open for you to venture through and make new discoveries.  The question everyone wants the answer to at one time or another.  Or all the time for that matter is, “Who am I?” 

Why could I not have remained back there with others who were then a part of life but now are not?  Because my life has a higher purpose which I am still attempting to accept on some levels and deeply embrace on other levels.  Not knowing where I am headed used to be quite a challenge because I was very stubborn and inquisitive.  If Spirit gave me an inch, I tried to take a mile and find out every ounce of information about every little tidbit of information that came to me.  Now, I am accepting of the fact that life is a journey and a process.  You must enjoy each and every moment as it is given and glean the knowledge of living in the moment.  I learned that everything will become apparent or be presented to you in its own time that is for your highest and best.  The perfect time for you to recognize,  accept, honor, and integrate whatever it is.  I now accept the fact that there are just things that you do not need to know.  There are times when trust and faith are a large part of the equation.

So, the World is elusive for today but maybe not tomorrow.  Maybe in the next few hours I will understand more about what is really going on around me.  Maybe not.  Maybe it doesn’t even really matter in the scheme of things from where I sit.  There are experiences to be had and experiences chosen to be, well…experienced.

What I can do is make the appropriate choices for me and continue with my quest to assist mankind and the planet in every way that I am able in a heartfelt way.  Then the fabric of my life and the fabric of the world will become One in a unified way.

~Soha

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The Art of Transmission

Posted on April 5, 2011 by Soha

Someone phoned me awhile back regarding her husband attending an upcoming workshop.  We got to talking and were on the phone together for well over an hour, and in that time, she was able to share a bit of information about me.  It has happened to everyone at some point, that they meet someone and it feels as if they have known each other for years.  Or that they have met before but cannot figure out where.

According to this talented woman, we were side-by-side in the Egyptian Mystery School at the time of Cheops.  I was learning the art of transmission, and was highly proficient in crystallomancy.  Well, there was a bit more to it, but it certainly answered quite a few questions for me.  Provided that I decided to hold the information within my heart as true and accurate.  But, the information resonated with me none-the-less and I have developed my work exponentially since our paths crossed.  Since this time I was approached by Spirit to utilize these skills from my past for a very specific purpose.  To assist humankind and the planet in the process of awakening and ascension by channeling encoded messages to the world in the form of sound, utilizing nothing but my voice.  I decided I was game.

For several years now I have been experimenting and studying the use of Sound and Energy in healing and transformative work.  As a Master Sound Healing Therapist I work with clients privately and in groups utilizing my voice, singing bowls, Solfeggio tuning forks, drums and other indigenous instruments.  Over time, my greatest strides have come through my voice by one means or another.  Serving as a conduit for these amazing tones, harmonies, and songs that cross many borders and delve into the psyche.

As I have expanded upon my work many teachers have crossed my path that I am indebted to whether here in this lifetime or in spirit.  I do not walk alone and there is truly a purpose to that;  much of which remains to be seen as time progresses towards 2012 and a new beginning is brought into play.

So each new day has been an amzing experience and I look forward to sharing my gift with you!

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